Misguided Ghosts

"The ones we trusted the most, Pushed us far away"
- Paramore

Yeah, i totally agree with that. I've trusted a lot of people who just completely let me down. I've been hurt countless times by the one that i loved. Emotionally and physically. I'm tired of trying to please people by acting like who i'm not. I'm tired of doing everything i can to please someone and just get hurt in the end. I'm tired of lies. I'm tired of being who i'm not. So, in todays post, i'm gonna let you guys in my real self.

Hello, i'm Izzati. I'm turning fifteen in a month. I have best friends whom i love to death. But, the one who can really make my day and understands me are Aina Aqila Aminuddin and Syaza Jeffry. I'd protect them to the grave if i could. I've never been inlove until now. But, not with who you think i am. I'm inlove with a person who doesn't know i exist and who is completely in the other side of the world. I'm inlove with someone i can't get. I'm inlove with a guy named Robert Pattinson. No one understands what i feel towards him. Do you know how much it hurts to be inlove with something or someone you can't get? It hurts so so bad that getting hurt physically feels like a papercut. I'm not inlove with someone i'm suppose to be inlove with and i know that i won't be inlove with him. So, dump me. What the hell do i care. I have a brother who loves to make me laugh and another brother who i'm not really proud of. He hurt me countless times physically and emotionally. I'm a total nerd when it comes to celebrities especially the one that i really love which is, Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson. Ask me anything about them, i'll do my best to answer it. I can be a bitch at times and i love being one. And i have a pretty big ego. My policy is "Forgive and never Forget". I hate people who talk bad about my friends especially the ones who talk about Syaza. Pffft... even if you talk bad about her, you won't be as pretty as her. So, why don't you shut it? AssHoles. I'm tired of trying to please and be everything i can to this someone when i know it won't change anything about the way that someone loves me. I hate hypocrites. I hate people who suck up to their friends just to please them. Oh, i know someone who does that. I know her pretty well. Well, i guess that's all i can tell about myself. GOODBYE :)

Wild Nights

I was on the internet and i came across this video. Just had to put it there. Watch it if you want,



I love you :)

Arts and Craft project

Im currently doing some arts and crafts project for someone. But, unfortunately, it's not pretty. SAD. im also currently waiting for my so-called husband to come home. where is he though? hmmm.... curious. My best friends know who my husband is ;) I miss him terribly! anyway, these past few weeks i've discovered alot of hot hollywood stars. for example, Robert Pattinson (of course), Brendon Urie and Tom Sturridge. They're extremely hot,okay? And Robert and Tom are actually best friends. I know lots of stuffs about Robert. Im his stalker. hahaha. oh oh, i have a twitter! twitter.com/tweetweet94. that's mine! i just got to put it there. You could say that i'm desperate. hahaha. oh yeah, Jay texted me today. We talked about dirrrrrrtttyyyy stuff. haha rolling around here and there, on the floor, on the bed..... HOT MESS. haha JAYJAY, I MISS YOU, SAYANG!!!!! Gotta go, Peace out hommies ;D , LOVE XOXO

Ayna R :)

Babe, thanks for the pics at your tumblr! They're so damn adorable and i really appreciate it :) and i know how much you love Taylor Lautner and ive post some of his pics here. i hope you like it :) Taylor Lautner :



Did you like it? :)

FINALLY!!!!!!

OMG!!! Finally, after all this months we've been guessing whether they are or aren't dating, this picture comes out!! i was just about to give up on them when i see they're not telling anything and they seem so sure when they're telling that they're just friends. but this picture totally set my spirit back up! wooohoooo!! im back, baby! and i guess so does RobSten! OMG! AWESOMEEEE!! Here's the picture :


Well, i'm happy for them. Thrilled actually. Ecstatic even. HAHA :D ILOVEYOU ROBSTEN!! ;D

'Hi Taylor[Lautner]!' *kiss & wink*

Taylor Swift to Taylor Lautner.
Cmon Ayna, dont be jealous, im not trying to take Taylor L from you ;D
hahaha you seriously have to watch this. cmon lets go :



In your face JOE!!! hahaha Monologue (Lalala)

Pregnant ;)

Hello!!! again, its me. i just came back from PD. Port Dickson that is. seriously, its the best vacation i ever had!!! played volleyball. Boys vs. Girls. Boys won. at last, they win something! haha cause before this we keep on winning everything!!! wooohhoooo Girls RULES! haha anyway, i was going through the internet again, and i came over this video :

Movie Trailers - Movies Blog

you have to watch it! its seriously hilarious!! haha cant stop laughing ;D